Little brothers

So on Easter my cute little brother was going to the Ivins Easter egg hunt with my family, but they got there 2 minutes too late. The Easter egg hunt was over; it was slighty stormy so the egg hunt started right on time. As my family was walking back to the car my little brother looked into his empty bucket and announced (rather forlornly), "All I got in my bucket was rain."

Hahahahahaa. yeah. Sometimes I feel like that too, kid.

Wondering & Wandering

I'm afraid I really don't have much to say, but I wish I did. Lately, life has consisted of trying to keep up with school and surviving till the weekend. My older brother Shane just got married and has moved away from my apartment complex. My boyfriend and I broke up. Life is still pretty good, but I feel a little disconnected from everyone. I need more purpose in my life.

Maybe I just don't like the unknown. I've wanted to teach English in China for a long time now, but I really don't know if it's the right thing for me to leave BYU for 5 months and use what little money I'll hopefully earn this summer in pursuit of that dream. Should I go on mission? Where will I even work this summer? And is it really too much to ask that someone sweep me off my feet, breathless, just for once? Basically I'm in Limbo :)

Anyway, for now I'm trying to dance myself away into better days ~

*Shelley*